Do you think i have an alcohol problem?

i know myself better than anyone. please keep reading, if it gets long, excuse me. when im alone. the worst thing tha happened to me when i drink alone is the one time i ped out down the road and ended up in the hospital. that was only one time. except for that, when i drink or smoke by myself i just sit back and relax. go fishing and chill. the problem occurs when i drink heavily. i mean heavily. im drinking while asking this. what make you drunk, gets me tipsy. i constantly drink by myself. most of the time though, when i drink, i enjoy nature and the outdoors as much as i can. ie like fishing. i want to realx. i have been arrested twice on the same charge. resisting officer without violence. the first time, i was riding a bike( before i got a car) to work, and i work the graveyard shift. so im leaving my house at 1 am in the morning riding my bike 4 MILES to go to work, they pull me over because i "seem" suspicious, and i wont stop while im riding my bike because im trying to go to work. i dont have time for that. so anyways, she stops a couple more times trying to get me to stop, and after that she arrrests me saying, i was running, when really i was just riding my bike past her, not listening( i did have headphones on lol) the second time for resisting without violence occured when i had already dropped my car off to the shop to get a tune-up. i decided i would a have a beer or two at the bar right around the corner from the shop while i wait. i will admit, i had way more than one or two beers, if i blew, id be like 2 or three times the legal limit, but thats not the point. this dude offered to smoke weed with me, so im like okay buddy, ill buy lets ride. so i head out of the bar, already drunk( but i can drive drunk, i used to drive drunk for a long time, i do also have a dui on my record) and he starts pushing ( or touching me, i dont remember) repeatedly, i did say please stop. but after a while he wouldnt stop. so in the meantime, the female officer who arrested me the first time, somehow picks the right time and place to arrest me again for the same darn charge.i feel bad for what i do, and im sorry that i put people through grieve as they worrry about me. i feel however, that if people would leave me alone when im drunk and mind their business, i would be fine. when im by myself drunk, i dont go looking for fights. when im with other people drunk, i dont go looking for fights. but there is that "one" person that irks me and it takes a lot to make me mad, and it s like all pent up inside me. thi is really long, but to provide an example, i drink a lot, mostly by myself. when i by myself, i just walk and look to find the ponds to fish around my house. when im in the city and hanging out with folks, i go to chill and relax. im still a nice man when im drunk, but there is a lot to test my patience, ie stupid questions, people that act like jerks. etc i dont think i have a problem, but the judge thinks i have an alcohol. i dont drink to drown my problems, i drink to have fun :)